Title：残滓
Song：つな
Lyric：kogka
Music：kogka
Movie：kogka
Illust：AI
いろんな視点で自分を見た時、こびりついて取れない残滓のような感じだなと思った時に作った曲。
This song was created when I looked at myself from various perspectives and felt that it was like a residue that was stuck and could not be removed.
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▼Lyric
味の薄い出がらしみたいに
溢れる色はくすんでいた
無味無臭のそれはまるで
あってもなくても
どっちでもいいもの
ゴミだった
ありふれた言葉が
僕の心に入ってくるけど
そんな言葉
今の私にはなんの意味もない
◯◯だったら
◯◯じゃなければ
そんなたらればの事ばっかり考えて
無駄に時間を浪費していく
物語の主人公を
演じていたつもりだったのに
気がつけば私はモブになっていた
それを認めたくなかった
虚無感に苛まれた僕は
ひたすら目を瞑り続けた
汚れた僕では
君の思い出にも残らない
「何か」をしたのに
何もなかったようになるのは
耐えられない
これまでしてきた「何か」を
消しゴムでなかった事のようにこすって
少しずつ輪郭をぼかして
それまでの事を僕は
なかったことにした
▼Lyric by English
Like tasteless sludge.
The color of the overflow was dull
Tasteless and odorless, it was like
As if it were either there or not there
Either one or the other
It was garbage
Commonplace words
That enter my mind
But they mean nothing to me now
Don’t mean anything to me now.
If I’d been Fat
“If only I wasn’t Fat…
All I do is think about what ifs.
Wasting my time thinking about what ifs
I was supposed to be the hero of the story.
I thought I was playing the hero of the story.
But before I knew it, I was just a mobster.
I didn’t want to admit it
I was tormented by a sense of emptiness
I kept my eyes closed
I’m soiled
I’ll never be remembered by you
I did something.
And now it’s as if it never happened
I can’t stand it.
I’ve done “something”
I’ll take an eraser and rub it out like it never happened.
Little by little, blurring the outlines
I pretended that it had never happened.
I pretended it had never happened.
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