Title：一瞥された私の世界
Song：つな
Lyric：kogka
Music：kogka
Movie：kogka
Illust：AI
自分が頑張ろうと思った事を一瞥して、興味すらもたない人が僕の周りには沢山いた。
それを酷い事だと思ったけど、結果しか興味のない人たちで溢れた世の中だから、そんなことはあたりまえの事だったなと今は思う。だけど、そもそも周りの人がどう思おうが、自分がそうしたくてそうしている事なのだったら、自分からみても関係のないことだなと思う。
応援してほしいという考えはおこがましい考えなのだ。
だけど僕はそんな経験を通じて、何か新しい事に挑戦するひとがいたら、少しばかりでも応援したいなと思うようになった。
There were many people around me who glanced at what I was trying to do and didn’t even have any interest.
I thought it was terrible, but now I think it’s natural because the world is full of people who are only interested in results.
But in the first place, I think it doesn’t matter to me how other people think about it, as long as it is what I want to do and what I am doing.
The idea of wanting to be supported is a presumptuous idea.
But through such experiences, I have come to think that I want to support, even a little, anyone who is trying something new.
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▼Lyric
私が音楽を語ると
はいはいといった顔
言葉に出さず無視したり
興味がないから適当だ
世の中そんな人ばかり
人の価値は自分の利害と距離で決まるらしい
大人になると希薄になってく人との関係性
寂しがって優しさ求めてバカみたいだ
誰かに慰めてもらいたくて拗ねたって
誰も私のことなんて気にしてなどいない
顔を合わせれば沢山話すのに
LINEやメールじゃ無視は当たり前
今はどうもそれが普通みたいだ
いや多分私がどうでもいいだけか？
学生の頃バカした事も、思い出も
数年離れてしまえば他人になるらしい
大人になると希薄になってく人との関係性
寂しがって優しさ求めてバカみたいだ
誰かに慰めてもらいたくて拗ねたって
誰も私のことなんて気にしてなどいない
顔を合わせれば沢山話すのに
LINEやメールじゃ無視は当たり前
今はどうもそれが普通みたいだ
いや多分私がどうでもいい
地の底に落ちていきそうな感覚を胸に私は思う
無視したり一瞥くれるだけのやつにさようなら
見返してやるとか鼻で笑ってやるとか
ただの自己満足思い描いてる
夢をバカにする奴のことなんて真に受けない
私はわたしの思う道を行くよ
光があたるまで これはただの戯言
結果が全ての世界でこれは大変な道のりだけど
この決意を胸に私は誰にも寄りかからず生きていく
悲劇のヒロイン そんな私にさようなら
あれからどれくらいの月日がたった
今私が生きる世界は・・・
▼Lyric by English
When I talk about music
I get a “yes, yes” look on my face
Ignore me without saying a word.
I’m not interested, so it’s not appropriate.
The world is full of people like that
It seems that a person’s value is determined by his or her own interests and distance from others
As we grow older, our relationships with others become less and less
I feel like a fool for being lonely and seeking kindness
I’m sulking because I want someone to comfort me
No one cares about me
When we meet face to face, we talk a lot.
Ignoring me on line or by e-mail is the norm
That seems to be the norm now.
Or maybe they just don’t give a shit about me.
All the stupid things we did when we were in school, all the memories we have.
Once you’ve been apart for a few years, it’s like you’re a stranger.
As we grow older, our relationships with others become less and less.
I feel like a fool for wanting to be lonely, for wanting kindness.
I’m sulking because I want someone to comfort me
No one cares about me
I talk a lot when I see them face to face
Ignoring me on line or by e-mail is the norm
That seems to be the norm now.
Maybe they don’t care about me.
I feel like I’m falling to the bottom of the earth
I say goodbye to the ones who ignore me or just give me a passing glance
I’ll look back at you or snicker at you
It’s just a self-satisfied fantasy
I won’t take anyone who makes fun of my dreams
I’ll go my own way
Till the light shines on me This is just a bunch of nonsense
In a world where results are everything, this is a hard road to travel
With this resolve, I’ll live my life, leaning on no one
I’m a heroine of tragedy, goodbye to that kind of me
How many months have passed since then
The world I live in now…
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