Title：pray
Song：AI
Lyric：kogka
Movie：kogka
Illust：AI
友達と言っていい人なのかわからないけど、きっと友達だと思う子が事故にあって、意識を失ってもう何週間も過ぎている。なにか力になりたいと思うけど、ICUに入っているせいで自分には何もすることができない。それでもほんまに自分には何もできへんのか？？？ってめちゃくちゃ考えたとき、本当に何も見つけられなくて、無力感を感じた。ただ祈るしかないんだと。何もすることが無かったら祈るしかない。
死んだわけじゃない。生きようとして頑張ってる。と、勝手に思っている。いろんな感情が入り交じる。だけど答えは決まっていて、早くこっちにもどってこいとただ願い、祈っている。それを日本語で書くのが気恥ずかしくて、英語にした。とにかくこの気持ちを形にしておきたくて作った。
早く戻ってこい。
I don’t know if this person is really a friend, but I think they are. They were in an accident and have been unconscious for weeks. I want to do something to help, but they are in the ICU, and there is nothing I can do. Still, when I thought about whether there was really nothing I could do, I couldn’t find anything, and I felt powerless. All I can do is pray. If there is nothing else to do, all I can do is pray.
They are not dead. They are trying hard to live. Or, at least, I want to believe that. I have so many mixed feelings. But the answer is clear: I just want them to come back soon. That’s all I can do is wish and pray. I feel embarrassed to write this in Japanese, so I wrote it in English. Anyway, I wanted to put these feelings into words.
Come back soon.
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▼Lyric
Thinking about this and that.
Knowing that I can do nothing
I feel so helpless
All I can do is pray
I thought there was no use in asking God for help
I thought I could only do what I could do
But I know that there is nothing I can do
I know that there is nothing I can do
Even though I regret the past that has passed
But time passes from the future to the past one by one
The opposite is not true in reality
I am confronted with a cruel fact
The thought that grabs my heart
Plunges me into darkness even after all this time
What can I do in this situation?
No matter how much I think about it
I can only pray
But I don’t know what to pray for
I don’t know what to pray to
All I know is a cruel God
But I still have to pray
I wish that these lazy, stupid days
To come back to normal
I don’t care if it takes a long time
When the ordinary is suddenly lost
I’m reminded now that I can’t take it for granted
I’m reminded now that I can’t take it for granted
I should know that, but
I can’t stop asking myself in circles
Oh, someone please help him.
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